I find myself in need of a place to live. It is impossible! I can’t find a job because to many god damn place are closing. So I can’t rent, I mean I would not like to rent a place. Unless it is rent to own. To many people are losing too much money to do a rent to own action. I can buy because I can’t find a job in my shit hole of a town. I can’t move also because i don’t have to money to do so. The economy is so messed up.
I have been spending my days everyday for the past two months to find a job. I can’t find a single one. I watch people lose jobs everyday and then they don’t know what they are going to do. The price of gas goes up and so the rich people go out to get cars that have high gas mileage. I myself I drive a ford ranger not the greatest on gas but it is all I have. I spend over $200 ever month in gas. So that I can look for a job so in all I am wasting more money then I want to.
But back on topic here, lol. I Live in a place that I need to get out of and I find that I have no way of doing it. I don’t have the money nor do I have the way to get the money. I don’t want to rent because what if I do get a job I can’t take the risk of having my place (that I would rent). With the fear what if where I work can’t afford to keep me on, or will they be able to stay open. Having problems like that would cause me to lose that said job. I don’t have the money to out right buy. So even that don’t work.
O and don’t even get me started on the whole loan thing. I am so far in to debt because you grow up and all you hear is how it is a good thing to go to college. I went it didn’t do me any good. It put me in debt and one that i can’t find my way out of because it sends me back to NEEDING A JOB. To add-on to the debt I have hospital bills. They say they will help but to do that you also need a job something that is not to be found. At the rate that we are going most everyone that is having their problems are going to be in dept. If everyone that is having problems go in dept can you image how that is going to help or economy?
Rescission Is what we are in people. It is only going to get worst. We have to realize so many people are going to fall from being what they call high-class to lower. My friends mother she is also a good friend of mine. She was what she called High Class and I agree. She had a great paying job, She lives in a nice place. Rent is a little high but it is still nice. Well she got laid off work, She has been unable to find her self a new job. This has been slowly breaking her down. She as found herself unable to pay bills on time she is on unemployment , she gets food stamps. She is still unable to get on her feet soon she will lose where she lives.
Life has got so hard for most people who I look at whats going on and say what the hell! When is something going to happen? When we have people flooding our streets because they have no place to live! I can sit by and watch this happen but yet there is nothing I can do! I am just a small town girl. I can just sit here and watch it and voice my thoughts. Even if just one person listens I feel like I am making a different’s.
Just another rant by:
Lost, Confused, and Used
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